do you ever have the feeling that you're all at sea?
That you're not exactly sure which way is up?
Like maybe you're looking through a window into a world that's not really your own?
A vague sensation of not being able to focus on where you are
or where you've been:
Neither here nor there.
and had to leave them all behind;
you let your mind drift through what was and what may be,
not quite able as yet to swim into the present moment of what is.